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Today I recieved a touching e-mail from somebody. Thanks, you should know who you are. That's it, if you even know my blog exists. Thank you, because it means a lot to me. I'm really very touch. Thank you.

Today, I went to Mao's house with Joann. I was eating their fried chicken drumsticks/chicken wings. It was nice compare to the miserable food I had at home. One day I'll unveil the ugly truth of the Chan's home cooked meal. I'll see if you just don't burst into sympathetic tears and forgive me for the crude display of me being a gorger.

So anyway, I was at Mao's house searching the internet when I came across Dawn Yang's older photographs.

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Then in RJC

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Despite her supposingly "indignant" claims of not having plastic surgery, I still think she did. But the main point is-- isn't she gorgeous now? But damn the fuck up point: I'm not as rich as her! %$^$&^&* if not I'll be the one who's doing some major plastic surgery. If only I was richer! But if I'm realy that rich, I buy myself a car and a big, magnificent house.

Chan Yun Xian

I am Chan Yun Xian. Please remind me.


I am Chan Yun Xian. Nobody can change or obliterate me.

I am Chan Yun Xian.

Remind me if I ever forget.

Life is good.

Today is Saturday, which means it's the end of my first, long week of school in Ngee Ann Polytechnic! *grin* School's cool! And nice! And FUN!! And yeah, to think that I was uber nervous and apprehensive about school a few days ago, was pretty funny and unreal to me.

I don't know about you, but I did make some really cool and sweet friends. All girls lah. And all of them are such a darling. Erm, and let’s see… About studies, I can’t really promise the exact same thing as nice and fun but well, it’s polly hard, you see.

BTW, Denise, Adrian, Gopi, Xiao Jun, Pavalam are all the same school as me. All of them my pretty good friends at secondary school. I guess a phrase of your life just spelled the past tense some day. We are all growing apart. We all have our life. We can only reminisce the past and think of all the “good old days”. But for now, things are just different.

I was thinking of organizing some ex-4M1 gatherings. Anyone out there in the favor of that? I’m just too damn freaking lazy! I hope someone takes up the hints and do the dirty work. *grin*

I’m just really happy. I’m glad God opens up wonderful doors for me. For a while I thought I was lost and there was only dead end in the labyrinth of maze I’m trapped in. But God had and has bigger plans for me and us, of course. And it’s like totally up to you whether you’ll be willing to give yourself a chance to step though the door.

I know I’m not Christian. But whatever you non-religious people say, I still believe in a God. One God, who set up the universe, and is the great creator of all. One God, who bestow us with love and fathomless affection, so that we can live and sin and be forgiven. Bless our souls, that our creator is so great, so magnificent, so benevolent.

Friend: So all girls in your class are beautiful?
Me: Err, yeah, they are all beautiful.
Friend: All of them?
Me: Yes, all God’s creations are beautiful.

I was also chatting with Jason via MSN yesterday. I told him about school and stuff. And he told me about his stuff going on in Australia too. And I was on the topic on studies and stuff when I suddenly mention,

“You know, I always flunk math and you always help me and all?”

Well, of course it’s a stupid question. EVERYBODY knows it anyway. DUH *Roll eyes* So I told him this time I’ll try my best and when he comes back I will proudly, yes proudly show the result to him. I want him to know that when he helped and taught me math last year, not all of his time has gone down the drain. I want him to know that a little difference can make a big difference in one’s life. And for that I will make my life a testimonial of this tiny faith. *grins* He said he was PROUD of me already. For my attitude, of course! And he promised to do well in aus too because I bother to try. =D

I love my school! =D

It’s a long, long entry.

Money grows money

I'm in love with cold, hard cash. Don't ask me why, I'm materialistic.

Yesterday was a rather fun day. I actually didn't expect it to turn out this way. But still, the day was great.

Ton night with Joycelyn and her fellow republic mates. Was playing the deck of cards all throughorout the night. HEEX. We were actually supposed, that it's, supposed to be staring up the sky for the promised metor shower but in the end we were so busy playing that we totally missed all of it! There were claims that they saw around 15 shooting stars and all but I guess, we just wasn't that interested in watching stars afterall.

Made a few friends. We were at east coast park yesterday. The view was just breathtaking. The stars seemed so near and the ocean drop into an fathomless abyss, meeting the night sky, forming a thin horizontal line.

Wow.

That's all, folks.

Days

Was in the middle of reading Dan Brown's angels and demons. I want to create my own amibigram too!! =D Well, actually I did but the result just aren't as promising as thought.

Anyway, watch ice age 2 with Joycelyn, gwean, Hui Ting, Su Qin and Lifen last saturday. A humorous show with meaningless jokes. And on Sunday watch "take the lead" with Joann and Mao. Went to Ngee Ann poly with Adrian and Gopi on the subsequent days.

That's how I spent my week.

Faith. Where is it?

You know, my friend and I had the occupations of two non-goning goners/ slscker/ good-for-nothing, etc.. whatever you called it. Anyway, it was one of the splendid day when we was in the middle of our unporposful conversation when the epiphany of life drawn onto me.


Me:" You know all these scientists and whatever bullshit?"
Him:" Yeah..."
Me:" I don't even see the point they working so hard anyway. Afterall they worked so hard oll their life to be like us."
Him:" Really?"
Me:" Yeah, so that they can retire and do nothing, just like us right now..."

Well, of course, you going to point out kindly that they retired rich and do nothing, while for us is being fucking poor and have nothing to do. Whatever. A dreamer have his right to dream.

Now let's us count the things crossed out from the to-do list of a slacker:

Read the novel, "The protector"
Watched movie "V for Vedetta"
Watched movie "Failure to launch"
Watched movie "Ultraviolet"
Downloaded Shakira's "Hip don't lie" MTV.
Downloaded Jennifer Lopez's "Get right" live show.
Doing nothing at home.
Watch Da Chang Jing daily.
Done window shopping once every week.

Blah, this is crap.