I woke up today to the cold and grey morning of lazy October. I was having a hard night trying to sleep on my freezing cold bed and my homeostastic just aren't working the way it should be. In the end, I gave up on trying to get a good night sleep and woke up at 7a.m. in the morning. What a troublesome task of opening my eyes and adjusting them to the murky yet bright dawn light streaming through the frills of my pink curtain. I'm just so lazy these days, even waking up seemed so much like a big task to me. I wonder how can I handle the inevitable stress that will eventually come in the following months. I'm just so dead.

Anyway, my plans for today is to get out of the house alive, get some fresh air and start the hell lot of mugging. Now it seemed all too irresponsible to leave my failing or already failed grades at the back of my fivolous mind and enjoy another day, refusing to get back to reality. Whatever. I got so much to learn.