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Saturday, October 22, 2005

Well, found my long lost chemistry practical book which I hadn't seen for don't know how may billion of years. Anyway, dreaded Chemistry practical just a few days away. Well, I haven't bother to prepare yet, but will later.

Yesterday graduation ceremey wasn't what I really expected anyway. I can't say much about it, I ,ean since I don't really felt like I was there at all. It was nice and a few people were on the verge of tears. I didn't think the ceremey was touching but I did cry when Mrs Anshad delivered to us the message from Miss Jane. I don't know, I miss her, I guess. But I don't know why I just don't want to contact her. It's like if I really do, then it will really means that she is gone.

As I think about the past, about everything I had done and did throughout the past four years, everythihng stung me. It still does. In away it's good and ad. Well, I guess I learned a lot about life more than I had thought I would. But I'm back to square one again. And I really don't want to see some people in this school ever again. Nope, it's not that I hate them (at least not all of them), but some things contain too much memories and emotions that I don't think I can or want to deal with it. But well, it's just a few people, the rest... I don't know. hehe. =D... but it's all over.