Corruption and deformities =D

Right now at my work place blogging. My colleuge won't be coming till 11 so that's means I can hog the computer for as long as I like. =D

Anyway, when I first discovered that I'll be working on christmas I was exquisitly happy. But now the news sucks and I'm not even going to go into details. But still, being the optimistic me, I told myself that the pay is TWICE as much as normal day so that will be me like, earning twelve dollars an hour. Haha. I am still hooting in greedy delight whenever I think of the money I'll be earning. Yes! *punch hand up in the air* Money, money, money. =D

Anyway, it's pretty saddening that we all grow apart when things and situation change. I was thinking the whole day about when was the last time I went out and came back home and felt truly delight. Well, the answer was years ago when I was still an ignorant child, cloistered from the corruptness of the world. It's like a bite of apple from the fruit of knowledge that Adam had eaten. Once bitten your prospective changes, deforms until beyond recognisation. And it sucks to know that the world wasn't even half as nice or as kind as you had always credit them. It sucks like an rotten apple but know no ends to it evilness, dropping into a deep abyss. Whatever lah. Just this nostalgic feeling from the huanting piogancies of memories. Hate it. It's overwhelming. =(

But nevermind, I'll remind myself profusely about my pay being twice as much as normal day on Christmas itself. Yeah. =D Haix... I miss my friend SIM. Think will called her out sometimes later. Haha. Too bad she won't be reading this because I refused to give her my blog address. =D Well, hopefully she's still at Singapore and haven't gone oversea yet. Whatever lah. Friends meant to part anyway.