Decipher

Thursday, July 14, 2005

A few days ago, Miss Jane taught us how to write reviews, as in book review or movie review. The stars the writer gives means a lot on whether she enjoys it or not. Now I wonder on the stars of five, how entertain people are about my life? In simple words, how long do they want to put me on cage and display my life so that people can take snapshots of how pathetic I am. Will they rate me a big five stars? Or will they underate me? It's funny how people tells me how much they care when all they interested is in me telling them my problems and probably starting some pathetic rumors behind my back. LOL. Well, I certainly rate them FIVE stars for entertaining me.


Okay let me spill it, the craziest rumors I heard from them is about me being depress is because I cut fringe. LOL. I know the girl who had this rumor started. I mean, I don't blame her because I sort of joked about killing myself beacause of my bad hair cut. But come on, if she believes it, it's okay, but don't tell me the rest of the world thinks so too. I mean, it's just so crazy that even my grandmother can see through it. LOL. And people are coming up to me and asking me "why" and the infamous "what happen". But does it matters what I said? Because all they interested is in spreading lies about me. And I think I do have some human rights to protect myself because I don't trust people by their words anymore. I know not all of them are, but in general terms, to me, all humans are liars. Of course, that include me, because I'm just on of them.


I wonder what do the world wants from me? Because I have nothing more to offer or to give. I have nothing left, they taken all that I have and now they only left me still breathing not really living.When will the end come? When will people stop asking if I'm fine or not? Because I am not but I have to answer yes, afterall that is what they wants to hear. Am I entertaining them too much? Will they give me a five star review?