Today went out study with Li Qing, Alvin Lim, Joann and Debbie. It was pretty fun and we played swing after that! Hehe, well, it's hard nowadays to find someone with equal interest in swinging but well, I saw prety awesome skill today.

Anyway, after that we went home. Li Qing sent me home as our house was within walking distance to each other. We talked some far bit of crap for another half an hour and he went home shortly after that. So here I was blogging about my journey home.

Haha. Chatted with Eric first thing in the morning. After that Adrian smsed me and claimed that I once again "never" reply him. Come on, it's not I don't want to reply, but most of the time I reply only when I happen to see my phone vibrating. And most of the time I only check my phone at night, so I won't reply to those sms in the afternoon, especially if it's not urgent.

Anyway, done this:

Well, not properly done up since I only use 15 minutes between chatting with friends and stuff. Anyway, meeting my friend soon. =D

Today was school for me. And yeah, Ta-da, there's goes my physic practical paper.

Okay, not particularly well done but then that was like one of the most relaxing paper considering what I been through for biology. Anyway after the usual waiting and sighing for our few lost marks, we went to the music room for quanrantine time. Quantrantine time today was exceptionally fun today. Hehe. WE ( yes, hallf the class) were engaged in sabotaging each other in the animal game where you had to imitate an animal and attacking another. Hehe, mine was rabbit.Funny the game was played in a fast forward speed to get everyone confuse. I lost once. But it was only after you lost twice then forfeit. So THANK GOD, I didn't forfeit!

Anyway, the day goes this way...

Went out with Mao to Orchard today. =D Hehe. Yes, went out with the intention to study but we ended up window shopping instead. Well, we went to repair his sony errison handphone first but well, we ended up walking the whole of orchard! It was pretty fun though.

Anyway the day went like that. Li Qing treated me KFC and pizza hut. Hehe. Thanks, kor! =D..Was a pretty destressing day for me.

Today was the day when efforts and hard work meet result. A day of devesation. A day of destruction. LOL. What's all this crappy lines about anyway? It's just chemistry practical. But well, did I mention that it was a killer one?

Anyway, was supposed to stay back after school with friends to study but in the end we all went home. Min Shi showed me a conversation and I was like "what the..". I mean some people are just overreacting. Well, enough I don't want to hurt another people's feelings by critising them, even if they don't even know about it.

Well, went home have lunch then sleep. =D hehe. Sleep then some people called me. But I was too tired to picked it up.

Anyway third day. I didn't went out with friends today. =D

Woke up early in the morning on my bed which was quite a puzzle itself since I vaguely remember that I slept on the sofa last night.

Went to school and met up with Adrian and Eric they all. Khoon Phi joined us for breakfast and it was a rather funny breakfast. Hehe. Adrian told me jokes bout stuffing the whole of MacDonald hot pancake (with the help of a plastic fork) into the mouth. Well, seriously, I feel bad that I laugh at all. But well, despite my constant effort to maintain a straight face, I just can't help it.

After that we went to Mrs Soh's class. Erm, pretty useful in preparing for chemistry practical. =) I asked donkey lots of questions. hehe.

Anyway, went to eat lunch with them at causeway point's Long John Silver. Hehe. Was having nuisance time trying to eat the gigantic chicken sandwich with regular size fries and coke. The coke despite being label as "regular" size, I think it was suppose to be a medium size or whatever. Pretty huge size for a gaseous drink.

After that, I went to my friend's house. Hehe. Spent the time watching TV. He sent me home afterwards. LoL.

I couldn't tell you my secret. I won't. Maybe soon. hehe.

Woke up at about 11+ today. Hehe.

Anyway, spent my day sleeping. Yes, literally.

Chatted with Eric and a few others. Adrian complained that I "never" reply his sms. Well, in case he had a bad case of amnesia, I did reply him yesterday, okay? =)

Okay, at about 12+, somebody called me.Haha, chatted for hours, till it's two in the morning then we hung up. =)Today was a good day. We see how long it can last.

Just woke up from my 4 hours afternoon nap. Hehe. I'm just so lazy.

Today,woke up at 11a.m., was so tired since I slpt at 2 plus yesterday night. Tomorrow I'm going to school. Actually I'm not sure who else going but Eric, adrain they all said they are going. So I'll be going too..

Erm, a friend of my called me. Talked about some stuff.

Well, found my long lost chemistry practical book which I hadn't seen for don't know how may billion of years. Anyway, dreaded Chemistry practical just a few days away. Well, I haven't bother to prepare yet, but will later.

Yesterday graduation ceremey wasn't what I really expected anyway. I can't say much about it, I ,ean since I don't really felt like I was there at all. It was nice and a few people were on the verge of tears. I didn't think the ceremey was touching but I did cry when Mrs Anshad delivered to us the message from Miss Jane. I don't know, I miss her, I guess. But I don't know why I just don't want to contact her. It's like if I really do, then it will really means that she is gone.

As I think about the past, about everything I had done and did throughout the past four years, everythihng stung me. It still does. In away it's good and ad. Well, I guess I learned a lot about life more than I had thought I would. But I'm back to square one again. And I really don't want to see some people in this school ever again. Nope, it's not that I hate them (at least not all of them), but some things contain too much memories and emotions that I don't think I can or want to deal with it. But well, it's just a few people, the rest... I don't know. hehe. =D... but it's all over.

Now I'm at home. Graduation ceremony just a few hours away-- the moment I been waiting for the past four years of my life. After the stupid O'level, I doubt I'll ever see any of them anymore.

Anyway, there's a lot of stuff to pack from my rubbish table. Hehe. Jason lent me his maths file so that I can revise. Thanks, man. You're a life saver. =)

School was totally distracting today. I can't help it not to concentrate when everyone were actually moving here and there.It sucks. I was late today and Mr Ladip gave me some annoying and sacrastic statements, which actually managed to stir up much irritaiong inside of me. I combat it by putting on an innocent face.

Anyway, that's all. Bye.

It sucks the way my computer works. That is, if it even work at all! Well, now it gone a bit nutty down all the reading of java scripts. Whatever, I'm pretty used to it by now anyway.

Today, school's a total bore. Everyone just so excited about the graduation day that we can hardly sit still and concentrate. I, for once, had actually settle down more than 60% of the time spent reading Harry Potter and the order of phoenix. I kind of lost track of time here and there. But still, the day is long and tiring.

Today Madan and Vassanth kept talking about something. It feels kind of awkward anyway. But yeah, it's long gone.

Anyway, tomorrow gradation's day. It's faster than I think. But it's great. After O'level, some of them probably never see my face again. For once, I am glad. Everything's past now. =)

It sucks the way my computer works. That is, if it even work at all! Well, now it gone a bit nutty down all the reading of java scripts. Whatever, I'm pretty used to it by now anyway.

Today, school's a total bore. Everyone just so excited about the graduation day that we can hardly sit still and concentrate. I, for once, had actually settle down more than 60% of the time spent reading Harry Potter and the order of phoenix. I kind of lost track of time here and there. But still, the day is long and tiring.

Today Madan and Vassanth kept talking about something. It feels kind of awkward anyway. But yeah, it's long gone.

Anyway, tomorrow gradation's day. It's faster than I think. But it's great. After O'level, some of them probably never see my face again. For once, I am glad. Everything's past now. =)

Yeah, I guess, by the end of this Friday, I'll finally be graduating from this nightmarish school. Okay, so it was a complete nightmare, but still there's a thing about perferences.

Anyway, I messed up big time. If you count fainting in the middle of biology pratical, yes, the O'level biology practical, a blessing, then you probably think of me as the most blessed person in the entire world. It was stupid, I knew for goodness' sake that something, bad, as in really bad is going to happen. And, well, as you could have guess, the next moment I was just lying on my table and I couldn't breathe. And that's when I tried to ordered myself to breath, as in really breathing, but I just couldn't. It sucks, and I heard my own heartbeat drowning away all the noise the teachers were making. And well, the whole practical basiclly went down to drain. =) And the thing that amaze me was that I can still smile when I was relating to it. Well, that's my reverse pshycology.

I got started on reading Harry potter and the order of phoenix. Basically, the story pretty interesting and intriguing. Yeah, about the blessed life of a boy named Harry, as the tittle suggested. But it's pretty nice, beside eliminating the fact that the whole story pretty much of a make-up crap and a bit of a haywire imagination, it's still nice overall.

Well, thinking of getting two more ear holes after O'level. I'm definately looking forward to it, the enjoyment that lay install ahead of me. =D

Woke up at around 9 plus. Today is Monday but there's no school for me (like I explained the previous entry). Yipee! =D

Getting all ready to go out. A bit neverous and excited about meeting all the old classmates. Been a year plus since we last met. We meeting at causeway point but I'm meeting my other dear friend first. hehe. We chatted so much on the phone yesterday night. Okay, I admitted I was actually the one that talk a lot and she kind of quiet. Well, she's like that since the start of our 6 years freindship. Quiet, that's what I call her.

Anyway, I'm going out now, or in 10 minutes time. =D All the best to those doing biology practical tomrorrow! =)

Hey, tomorrow I'm not going to school. Hehe. Going to the airport instead to sent one of my used-to-be closest friend to Japan. Yes, permanantly. =) Well ,well ,well , Why is everyone actually leaving? I hate it. Believe me, I really do.

Anyway, I read Harry potter and the half blooded prince. It's nice but I hate the ending. It's kind of cruel with a respectable character dying and all.

Been doing nothing lately. Was planning with a friend what we going to do after O'level. Well, she had already finished her N'level, so it's kind of just my plan. We kind of talk about life, what we going to do 10 years or so from now. Kinda shock her with my plans. Hehe. She's just wants an ordinary life, so do I. But just the fact about something, not writing it down, though.

By the way, I just can't wait till O'level over and gone! =)

I just collapsed yesterday. I just slept and slept until the sun rose this morning. I told myself and really tried to drag my lazy bum off my comfortable bed but I just can't. I know, you probably think I'm exaggerating but I'm seriously not. I'm just tired, no make that extremely exhausted, that I even forget what it's like to open my eye. I finally manage to wake up at 11 plus but I still felt exhausted.

Life just sucks.

I'm going out later ...

I went to school today and received my far-from-perfect report book. Actually I was pretty happy about the results. Not that it was good or what so ever, but my L5 was below 25 and my R1L4 was below twenty despite not working hard for prelims. Hehe.

Anyway school was another torture today, we did practically nothing beside the considerably useful chemistry and humanities lessons, the rest was plain crap!

Anyway, there's boring biology practical tomorrow, so gotta drag myself to school.Also I read some news about blogger being sued for racism or just blogging about their plain annoying critics. I think this is plain stupid as if they have nothing better to do than to judge people when they are less than imperfect. In fact they just plain childish, especially those racist. I mean if you judge people by their skin colour, what makes you think that your own race is superior than others? In fact if you are so great, why don't you just use your brian cells to do something constructive instead of trying to stir up another scene of racial riots?

Anyway my battered television just gave way to my constant abuse.Two more down, nothing to go.

Listening to Lindsay Lohan- Cinfession of a broken heart. The more I listen to it, the nicer it seem. The lyrics nice too, but you will never actually understand it you're living in a nice fairy tale world.

Anyway, went out yesterday to MacDonald to study but ended up sleeping instead. Hehe. I slept through most of today too. Tomorrow there's school again. I'm just so tired of attending school but I know this is probably the last few weeks of me wearing my school uniform ever again.

Life's irritating sometimes, especially the weather. I thought about the past these few days. I always and still thought that every decisions I made is always for the better. But I'll probably never know the "what if", I will never actaully find out what's on the other side of the door. Maybe I change my mind about somethings if I only knew. If.

Yesterday, instead of studying, I went shopping with my sister. I bought some things, so to sum it all up-- I'm broke now.=)

Yesterday night was a tortured too. I was really sick from the stupid cold night and the wind was howling dismally in my ears. I hads a hard time sleeping and it sucks.

I wished the spirit of urgency would somehow enter my body so I can study. DAMN.

Turned out that I passed 6 over 7 subjects that I took. The vivious cycle of failing maths. Hehe.

Anyway the past few days were passed with ignorant carelessness. I didn't really mug these few days. I'm just so dead.

Anyway, I'm putting my studies as first pirorities. So gonna study now. Bye.

I woke up today to the cold and grey morning of lazy October. I was having a hard night trying to sleep on my freezing cold bed and my homeostastic just aren't working the way it should be. In the end, I gave up on trying to get a good night sleep and woke up at 7a.m. in the morning. What a troublesome task of opening my eyes and adjusting them to the murky yet bright dawn light streaming through the frills of my pink curtain. I'm just so lazy these days, even waking up seemed so much like a big task to me. I wonder how can I handle the inevitable stress that will eventually come in the following months. I'm just so dead.

Anyway, my plans for today is to get out of the house alive, get some fresh air and start the hell lot of mugging. Now it seemed all too irresponsible to leave my failing or already failed grades at the back of my fivolous mind and enjoy another day, refusing to get back to reality. Whatever. I got so much to learn.

The profound silent was strong enough to tempt me to switch on my computer and play some annoying music to spice up my less-than-blend life.

Anyway, today was a hell lot of mugging for me. Yes, mugging, indeed the spirit of urgency finally entered me and triggered off a seies of mad, frantic hours of intense revision. I was mad and reality hit me but I still had a hard time trying to get over the fact that I studied. =) All work and no play makes whatever or whoever a dull girl, I certainly hope I'm not one of those.

I'm trying to concentrate and saturate my revision on English. I know,I know, studying language in less than one and a half month isn't going to make much miracle on my result, especially since I failed my pathetic Maths already. But I do like English, anyway or anyhow. The inticacies of the subject did set a deep web of intriguing unexpected interest in it. It's magical and I dare say I'm deeply smitten and addicted to the passion of English.

I'm still in love with techo. =)It's sucking me away from the tension flowing through my body into a frivolous behaviour so un-like me, falling into a big abyss. It's nice and I like the action of falling.

I woke up at 7+ in the morning today, sleeping at 6 o'clock in the evening yesterday.

Anyway, I spent my friday's afternoon with Xiao Jun playing pool at woodlands centre. -_-". It was just embarrassment mingle with more embarrass giggles. I won two rounds, while she catch up and won the other two. I was trying to hit the balls using the back kind of method. Urggh, I don't even know what I'm talking about. Anyway, it was pure embarrassment. Despite actually hitting the ball in, Xiao Jun and me let out another round of giggles; firstly because we were the only race of female gender inside the pool centre; secondly,I just look like a retarded trying to aim at the ball and stuff like that. Haha. We both swore we'll kill Denise for pang seh us and never show our face there again.

Anyway, we went home after planning to kill Denise. But overall was fun lah.