Since I am actually free right now (temporary), I shall steal this time and blog.
I decided to give up being secrecy to certain subject which mean I won't criticise or form any silent opinion about others and blog about them anonymously at my blog. Because i realised that's a good way to keep you and your entries misunderstood and also a good way to spoil a good friendship.=)
Anyway, I'm just so overwhelmed by tides of fatigue everyday! When I went home I totally find sleep an attractive way to spend my time idling my days away. Erm, and there's a word called "dream" and I visited many nightmares and fairy tale at the same time. I remembered once a person told me that I dwell more alive when I dream then when I'm awake. She told me it's my way of running away from reality. And since I promise not to blog about others annnoymously, thus I shall reveal her name(although she wasn't anybody) and she's none other then my primary school teacher. It's a long, long story about how she told me this. So long I forgot how.
Actually, a few of my friends told me they going to write up a rule and regulations in their blog so that pple will not abuse their ability to comment. Well, for me my rule is NO RULE!!!! I mean, who cares about what people tag? If everything must be control you lose your original voice already! So scold as many vulgarities as you like!!! Insult me in whichever ways you like!!!!! And flood my tagboard in nonsensical ways as you like!!! I will welcome any form of vulgarities/insults/malicious words/nosensical/plain crap at my tagboard!!!! In my opinion, the world should be free from any form of obligations/ rules/ conformities!! And that's the precise reason why God planted tree of knowledge in the middle of the garden of Eden. By doing that, he's giving us a reason to choose and set a line between us and the roborts!!!=D
Anyway, I read an article about a mother viewing the world's biggest tragic happened to her child. No no natural disaster this time, if not I'll be smiling my conspiring smile. But in fact, it's just a normal everyday tale that maybe you had been in the child's situation or still have. The story:
Because Lilee ( let's call the girl of six Lilee because I always thought Lilee was a sweet name! =D) was younger than any other kids playing at the playground, she was always struck being made to run errands or doing the dirty job of the crowds. She was constantly bullied because she was young, look down on because of her size and left out because she couldn't fit in. Everyday as her mother watched her little angel through the small window of her kitchen, she watched with the mounting bittersweet taste of heartache in her mouth. She was paralyze and helpless to help as this is Lilee own fight. She watched as her child cried and tried to fit around in vain but was once again pushed to her edge.
Now, one day little Lilee sat on the swing all alone. She watched as her "friend" had fun and wished longingly to join in. She sat in one corner quietly and quite suddenly jerked in to life and shouted "MUM!!!!!". She ran all the way from the playground into the living room and to the kitchen and shouted loudly, "THE LOLLIPOPS!! THE LOLLIPOPS!! GIVE ME THE LOLLIPOPS, QUICK!!!" Her Mum hesitated for a moment but glancing at her daughter's excited face gave the lollipops, Lilee's precious birthday gift, to her without a question asked. And pretty, little Lilee ran all the way from the kitchen to the living room and back to the playground, stopped and panted for her breath before approaching the bigger kids. And what do you think she did next? Yes, little Lilee gave her precious birthday gift away, which she herself hesitated to eat to the big bullies, the older kids. Her mother watched as the kids crowded over her one by one and snatched the lollipops from her, a big grin on their face without a word of gratitude. In the end, she was left standing there only with wrappers and also, in we exchange for her lollipops they had left her disappointment and tears with dwindling excitement.
Now, why do you think I judged this as one the world tragedy? Because how many of us will give up everything, something totally precious to ourselves only to lose them all in one risk and to face disappointment instead? Her tragic can happen to any of us-- you, me, someone you really care about. And these just show the simple psychology of what can a child is prepare to give in the name of "peer pressure". It's saddening because all around us we heard on news of kids committing juvenile crimes so that they can fit in better, gain acceptance from friends. It's saddening really because in the end just for acceptance some will give up everything including their conscience, their life.
Anyway, that's all for today. Long entry.
I decided to give up being secrecy to certain subject which mean I won't criticise or form any silent opinion about others and blog about them anonymously at my blog. Because i realised that's a good way to keep you and your entries misunderstood and also a good way to spoil a good friendship.=)
Anyway, I'm just so overwhelmed by tides of fatigue everyday! When I went home I totally find sleep an attractive way to spend my time idling my days away. Erm, and there's a word called "dream" and I visited many nightmares and fairy tale at the same time. I remembered once a person told me that I dwell more alive when I dream then when I'm awake. She told me it's my way of running away from reality. And since I promise not to blog about others annnoymously, thus I shall reveal her name(although she wasn't anybody) and she's none other then my primary school teacher. It's a long, long story about how she told me this. So long I forgot how.
Actually, a few of my friends told me they going to write up a rule and regulations in their blog so that pple will not abuse their ability to comment. Well, for me my rule is NO RULE!!!! I mean, who cares about what people tag? If everything must be control you lose your original voice already! So scold as many vulgarities as you like!!! Insult me in whichever ways you like!!!!! And flood my tagboard in nonsensical ways as you like!!! I will welcome any form of vulgarities/insults/malicious words/nosensical/plain crap at my tagboard!!!! In my opinion, the world should be free from any form of obligations/ rules/ conformities!! And that's the precise reason why God planted tree of knowledge in the middle of the garden of Eden. By doing that, he's giving us a reason to choose and set a line between us and the roborts!!!=D
Anyway, I read an article about a mother viewing the world's biggest tragic happened to her child. No no natural disaster this time, if not I'll be smiling my conspiring smile. But in fact, it's just a normal everyday tale that maybe you had been in the child's situation or still have. The story:
Because Lilee ( let's call the girl of six Lilee because I always thought Lilee was a sweet name! =D) was younger than any other kids playing at the playground, she was always struck being made to run errands or doing the dirty job of the crowds. She was constantly bullied because she was young, look down on because of her size and left out because she couldn't fit in. Everyday as her mother watched her little angel through the small window of her kitchen, she watched with the mounting bittersweet taste of heartache in her mouth. She was paralyze and helpless to help as this is Lilee own fight. She watched as her child cried and tried to fit around in vain but was once again pushed to her edge.
Now, one day little Lilee sat on the swing all alone. She watched as her "friend" had fun and wished longingly to join in. She sat in one corner quietly and quite suddenly jerked in to life and shouted "MUM!!!!!". She ran all the way from the playground into the living room and to the kitchen and shouted loudly, "THE LOLLIPOPS!! THE LOLLIPOPS!! GIVE ME THE LOLLIPOPS, QUICK!!!" Her Mum hesitated for a moment but glancing at her daughter's excited face gave the lollipops, Lilee's precious birthday gift, to her without a question asked. And pretty, little Lilee ran all the way from the kitchen to the living room and back to the playground, stopped and panted for her breath before approaching the bigger kids. And what do you think she did next? Yes, little Lilee gave her precious birthday gift away, which she herself hesitated to eat to the big bullies, the older kids. Her mother watched as the kids crowded over her one by one and snatched the lollipops from her, a big grin on their face without a word of gratitude. In the end, she was left standing there only with wrappers and also, in we exchange for her lollipops they had left her disappointment and tears with dwindling excitement.
Now, why do you think I judged this as one the world tragedy? Because how many of us will give up everything, something totally precious to ourselves only to lose them all in one risk and to face disappointment instead? Her tragic can happen to any of us-- you, me, someone you really care about. And these just show the simple psychology of what can a child is prepare to give in the name of "peer pressure". It's saddening because all around us we heard on news of kids committing juvenile crimes so that they can fit in better, gain acceptance from friends. It's saddening really because in the end just for acceptance some will give up everything including their conscience, their life.
Anyway, that's all for today. Long entry.
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