Yipee! Today is my off day, so I figure I owe my blog an entry sick I was so free anyway.=D
Anyway, so here I was reminiscing the past, recalling all the tiny details about my childhood when I remembered all my "unsophisticated" thoughts and opinions. Here goes:
Come on. I was barely six then. Of course the man on the wheel chair seemed so cool to me. In actual reality, I thought he was sitting on an ultra- large pram!!! Yes, pram!!! And I was so envious because being a kid I hardly sat on the pram and I envious them (those spoil brats) who were always wheeled around with those proud smirk and big lollipops in their hand. And therefore I had concluded (then) that my life dream and goal is to be wheeled around in one big pram and the old man perfectly suited my picture of an perfect heavenly bliss.=D But years later, I realised that he sat there because he lost his ability to walk and I don't want that to happen to me so my life dream is gone.
So I was being a diligent girl working in the museum when I saw an old lady sitting in an wheelchair being wheeled around. And I said out loud wistfully, "you know (of course they don't know), I used to want to sit in a wheelchair like this. It was my dream when I was young.." Wrong move. Accompanied by my short statement were loud grasps and the screaming "are you crazy?" by my fellow colleagues. And it was then I fervently explain my misunderstood, considered as "deranged" thoughts, saying that I was young and ignorant then and blah, blah blah...
Now that adsorb in conformities, isn't it? =D Nevermind, we shall forget the little espidso on this.
The next most inane thoughts in my mind is that I wanted flooding/draughts/ hurricane/any other disasters etc... to happen in Singapore. And yes, when I told my mum, she told my to shut up. I mean, can anyone honesty tell me that they don't want a disaster to happen to Singapore? Okay, maybe not when they older and able to reason but how about when all of us are young and imaginative? I'm sick of people saying "no natural disaster in Singapore... it's protected...Etc" Fuck!! What makes you think God won't play Mr impossible on us? Haha. But now I'm old and able to reason my desire for natural disaster have fallen. =D Now don't worry, I won't gloat over all those people who died or lost their families in the tsunami or something. It's really different if you consider the aftermath of disaster. Afterall, I still want to keep my house intact, not blown away in a hurricane. It's nice to see one though.=D
Anyway, so here I was reminiscing the past, recalling all the tiny details about my childhood when I remembered all my "unsophisticated" thoughts and opinions. Here goes:
At the scene of a shopping mall ( Toa Payoh's NTUC second floor)..
Me: Wow, look at that!!! He's sitting on a wheel chair!!! * glazed with enviously at the old man in white shirt"
Mum: Don't be stupid, and make way for him. *pushing me away*
Me: What?!?!?!?! I want to be just like him when I grow up.
Mum: You don't understand and stop saying stuff like that.
Come on. I was barely six then. Of course the man on the wheel chair seemed so cool to me. In actual reality, I thought he was sitting on an ultra- large pram!!! Yes, pram!!! And I was so envious because being a kid I hardly sat on the pram and I envious them (those spoil brats) who were always wheeled around with those proud smirk and big lollipops in their hand. And therefore I had concluded (then) that my life dream and goal is to be wheeled around in one big pram and the old man perfectly suited my picture of an perfect heavenly bliss.=D But years later, I realised that he sat there because he lost his ability to walk and I don't want that to happen to me so my life dream is gone.
So I was being a diligent girl working in the museum when I saw an old lady sitting in an wheelchair being wheeled around. And I said out loud wistfully, "you know (of course they don't know), I used to want to sit in a wheelchair like this. It was my dream when I was young.." Wrong move. Accompanied by my short statement were loud grasps and the screaming "are you crazy?" by my fellow colleagues. And it was then I fervently explain my misunderstood, considered as "deranged" thoughts, saying that I was young and ignorant then and blah, blah blah...
Now that adsorb in conformities, isn't it? =D Nevermind, we shall forget the little espidso on this.
The next most inane thoughts in my mind is that I wanted flooding/draughts/ hurricane/any other disasters etc... to happen in Singapore. And yes, when I told my mum, she told my to shut up. I mean, can anyone honesty tell me that they don't want a disaster to happen to Singapore? Okay, maybe not when they older and able to reason but how about when all of us are young and imaginative? I'm sick of people saying "no natural disaster in Singapore... it's protected...Etc" Fuck!! What makes you think God won't play Mr impossible on us? Haha. But now I'm old and able to reason my desire for natural disaster have fallen. =D Now don't worry, I won't gloat over all those people who died or lost their families in the tsunami or something. It's really different if you consider the aftermath of disaster. Afterall, I still want to keep my house intact, not blown away in a hurricane. It's nice to see one though.=D
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