Memories
Hi, my darlings and all. Today was such an awfully weird morning. Not that something out of extraordinary ever happened but still the mingled mixture feeling of nostaligic and piognacies just overwhelmed me today. I kept reminiscing about the past lately, especially when I accidentally heard the song "friends forever" by vitamin C. =) I guess, by now most of you must have alreay come to the conclusion that there's no such things as "friend forever" anyway. No matter how real/true things seemed to be at one time, everything is just a facade and the pretentious meaning of the word "forever" fades. When it's time to bid farewell, sometimes subtly, but we all know unconciously that a phrase of our lives will just be gone for good and never come back. This is what I think and I felt.
I think only memories will determine some of the feelings felt. A light touch, a footprint in the heart, we'll all think about that when we get old and dying. And when we reminisce about the past, I hope all of us will smiled because it happened and you live once, and not cry with regret due to the piling procastination you trap yourself in. I wonder how I'll be feeling when I finally lay in a slump dyingin a state of stupor.
Anyway, life's as normal as usual. Sometimes, I wonder can anyone give me the precise meaning of living? Damn. It's been work, eat, sleep and work, eat, sleep again with sometimes the trival routine disrupted by a few movies and phone calls from friends. I'M JUST LAZY, OKAY!!!!! @$%^*%* =) Yun Xian is a lazy pig!!! I'm so lazy that I don't bother replying to people sms lately, sometimes even if it's important. And I'll just procastinate and say later, but then again later come and go and my later never come. And I'm so lazy to go out these days although my friends asked me out and I prefer to stay at home and SLEEP!!!! And I'm lazy to use the internet at home, so lazy that switching on a computer is a troublesome task for me that I rather not do it. I"m just so lazy that I don't even listen to the music in my phone because it's tedious for me to plug the headphone!!!! DAMN, LAZY YUN XIAN!!!
I think only memories will determine some of the feelings felt. A light touch, a footprint in the heart, we'll all think about that when we get old and dying. And when we reminisce about the past, I hope all of us will smiled because it happened and you live once, and not cry with regret due to the piling procastination you trap yourself in. I wonder how I'll be feeling when I finally lay in a slump dyingin a state of stupor.
Anyway, life's as normal as usual. Sometimes, I wonder can anyone give me the precise meaning of living? Damn. It's been work, eat, sleep and work, eat, sleep again with sometimes the trival routine disrupted by a few movies and phone calls from friends. I'M JUST LAZY, OKAY!!!!! @$%^*%* =) Yun Xian is a lazy pig!!! I'm so lazy that I don't bother replying to people sms lately, sometimes even if it's important. And I'll just procastinate and say later, but then again later come and go and my later never come. And I'm so lazy to go out these days although my friends asked me out and I prefer to stay at home and SLEEP!!!! And I'm lazy to use the internet at home, so lazy that switching on a computer is a troublesome task for me that I rather not do it. I"m just so lazy that I don't even listen to the music in my phone because it's tedious for me to plug the headphone!!!! DAMN, LAZY YUN XIAN!!!
posted by b£ü®ģü®£ @ 9:43 AM
<< Home