Hehe. Lyrics below by one of my favorite songs, called "better alone". Hope you like it anyway.

It's now 3:30 in the morning, I haven't sleep. And I'm not going to. Physic practical in the morning. I think I'll die first.

Yesterday was a normal school day. Mr Koo didn't come, so I slept througorout the

one and a half hours. LOL. then after that mother tongue, so I slept some more. =D Sleep, sleep, sleep was telling my sister I sleep and eat like a pig. But nvm lah. Counselors talked to me about my eating habit, asked me to change, then I there gave her the stupid smiley face. She was like a bit piss off like that. LOL. This is the first time she actually screamed at me. But then I still smiled at her until she cannot take it then scolded me. I don't know what I'm doing, I just did what I wanted to. Sometimes even me, myself get sick of me.

A lot of pple asked me to study and piriotise it first. I don'twant. I didn't even want to study next year. I know I tell this to some of the pple I knew and they don't agree with me. They said in singapore no certificate can die. But like I care like that, I'm dead already, doesn't matter how I live my life so I anything one. I know I just want to rest. I'm different from most pple, I need time, need rest. And I had to be strong because I know if I fall, I really fall and no one is going to help me up, only me. A lot of people had their parents' support but I don't, I only got me and still only me. Parents said if I don't go JC then they aere not going to sponsor me, so I must work. And work needs time because I need money. So I want to work one year and maybe retake some subjects and stuff like that then I go to the route I want. Mustv pray, must have faith. But I think I lost it and left it behind somewhere. Sorry God.